Milk With That?

Today's topic, "Making millions selling your friends' & families' organs on the black market!" At least you won't have to share your wealth with anybody.

Ok, so it's Thursday right, and I'm sitting at my desk just tappin away working. Bang, yeah that’s right an actual bang, I think someone on the next floor up dropped something heavy. But anyway I snap out of what I'm working on, and start thinking *yes it hurt* how in the world did I end up here? Really, have you ever thought about what you've done to end up where your sitting right at that moment?

I was going over some of the major points in my life *not many of those really*. Things like; moving from one town to another, Graduating High School, moving to another state, then moving back, getting married, getting divorced. My life in a nut shell, minus some of the more depressing issues that I feel are major points in my life that you would be like "whiner". After going over these times in my life I realized for the most part they really didn't influence my life that much. I mean I might have ended up where I'm at a little faster if not for those times, but really it seems like I haven't really gotten around to doing much of anything.

Now this sparked another though, what the hell is it I'm supposed to do to make it feel like I've done something with my life. Cure for cancer? No, no I'm much to lazy for that. Change the world with a revolutionary invention? Nope, sorry I'm not nearly creative enough for that. I hope you see where I'm going with this without me having to drivel on like this all day.

What does one do to make their life feel fulfilled? I'm seriously at a loss on this one. I mean I go to work every day, I do everything I can to make sure my bills are paid. I tried the marriage thing that didn't work for me, Not much of a kid person so I don't really want to do that. What does that leave me with other than something truly revolutionary? Sorry I know it breaks your heart but I'm just not that guy, couldn't be if I wanted to be. I don't know much but I know I'm not destined for greatness. But, HEY! I'm ok with that, but damn I'd still like to look at myself and be able to say "Hey, I did that." "Niffty, time to head to work." If anybody has any ideas I'd be happy to hear them. Tomarrows topic "Incontinence! Is it really a problem or just a way to keep warm at night?"